save this moment for me. :)

I don't know what it is about you 

but you're always on my mind 

I don't know if you feel the same way I do 

cos we're running out of time 

I just need you to know 

there's a memory I hold 

and I wanted to share it with you .. 

[Chorus]

so won't you.... save this moment for me 

close your eyes and you'll feel 

I am right here beside you 

and im holding your hand 

so .. let this moment be yours 

even though we're apart 

understand that I still love you 

we're living sperate life 

but right now its time.... save this moment for me 

I just want you to trust me 

and I want you to care ..ohhh 

if its too late for us now 

keep this moment be shared 

I just want you to know 

if you're ever alone 

call my name and I'll always be there 

[repeat chorus]

if I could go back in time 

there will be no doubt in your mind 

of how much I love you........ 

[repeat chorus]

P.S: an awesome song! when i heard it once, i felt in love with this song. exactly, with the lyrics. :P

♥

i'm just waiting for a crazy thing that i want to do when i was child.

and now, these thing would come true. just 5 hours more!

thanks a lot for fellastie a.k.a velusty. ♥you guys!

no words i could express for our friendship. i'm speechless.

you're the best buddy that i ever had. :)

let's get crazy guys.

HYPOCRITE!

it's TOTALLY CRAZY! i HATE HYPOCRITE, A LOT!!

anyway, i have a real example. in my school (i can't write the name.), there was a person who always did hypocrisies. and i taught, the hypocrisies' act is abnormal. :P

FYI, i heard from the other student, this person has already hate since junior high.

you know, the action that have made me HATE this person more are:

* this person has a nasty voice to hear.

* this person always asked favors but it seemed like forced people to help, not ask.

* this person act like an angel for everybody.

* this person do too much for a job or a work. then, this person told to everybody that this person did it lonely!

* this person look so kind outside, but inside? it's totally disgusting,

* this person has a face like a big stone. even people have annoy or hate this person, this person look like nothing happen.

* this person obey school's rules. then, deny it if somebody ask this person to deny it too.

* this person has a lot of FACE and also SEARCH FACE especially to the teachers!

see? how can i hold my feeling if i always see this person everyday? i must see the action or the re-action. it's so EIUH!

so, what i have to do now? just keep silence? hit this person by the worst words? be patient? control my feeling?

i think, that's a BIG NO NO. because i can't hold this hate feeling. this person always makes me hate more and more.

i have tried hit this person or ignore this person for a while. but you know? because of this person's hypocrisies maybe, this person act like, yeah i have told you about this, there was nothing happen between us.

sometimes this action is good. but when it did too much, it will make you disgust and see how nasty the person who has did it to you! like i do now.

hair cut-ting. creambath-ing.

kemaren rabu, tanggal 20 mei 2oo9. patty akhirnya mau potong rambut setelah gw ma cella men-cuci otak patty untuk punya rambut model baru.

biesnya, gw gerah lyad rambut patty yg panjang-panjang-panjang bangett. tadinya sih mau potong model: BOB. tapi gak jadi karena setelah dipikir - pikir, rambut patty yang ngempes a.k.a gak ngembang itu gak cocok di bob.

pulang skolah, gw ma patty balik ke rumah dy dulu. masih bisa leye2. fesbuk-an, msn-an, fto2-an. lumayan, ada knangan rambut super panjangnya dy. :P

jem 3an, gw ma patty ke anton salon di grinvil buat potong rambut. tadinya mau tunggu cella ke rumah, tapi taunya dy ke tmpt muti dulu. jadi pgi duluan deh.

mpe sno, patty langsung minta potong rambut. gw sih masih nunggu dulu, gw pikir cella ma muti mau dateng sesuai janji buat creambath bareng. taunya mrka gak jadi gara2 supir muti gak balik2.

mbil nunggu akhirnya gw mutusin buat creambath tradisional: alpukat-lidah buaya. behh ajibbb. asoy abiess. brasa bdn gw rontok smua. trus enakan gitu. lbih seger. :D

pas lagi creambath, gw ftoin deh sie patty. iseng2 aje sih. buat knang2an.

gw bilang ma patty, rambutnya kurang pendek, trus dia ngepal-in tinju ke gw!

finally, rambut 20 centi patty sudah hilang dari kpala dy.

komen gw soal dy dgn rambut baru:

lbih fresh, lbih enak lyadnya, gak lepek2 jijay gitu, lbih cakep. :)

blog's rules!

if you think that your names are in my blog and feel annoy, just talk to me. i'll hear it patiently. i wrote this blog because that's on my mind. no mean to annoy you or make your names be bad for people. it's better than share to someone.

blog is just looked by bloggers or people near me or know about my blog.

BLOG IS MINE!

no one can block me to write what's on my mind. even you my besties!

i hate people who just A.N.T.O (action no, talk only).

i hate people who just give critics but not introspection themselves.

i hate people who do something what they don't want people do the same thing.

i hate hypocrite, A LOT!

i have no respect with people who never understand me.

i have no respect with people who just want to take but not give anything.

i have no respect with people who eat their words, A LOT!

so, don't worry to say what you want to say about this blog.

but you must know something that the most important thing why i made this blog:

even you give critic or any advice for this blog, i will not change anything about this content of my blog.

because i love this blog a lot. :)

itu sahabat?

sahabat:

• tempat curhat?
• temen jalan bareng?
• orang yang dipercaya?
• tempat berkeluh kesah?
• orang yang bisa diajak have fun?
• pengertian?
• gak egois?
• mau ngalah dmi hubungan persahabatan?
• selalu punya waktu bareng?
• blablablablablabla...

itu ya arti sahabat? kalo iya, brarti gw baru salah persepsi slama ini tentang seorang SAHABAT yang gw kira sahabat.

ok. blakangan ini gw ngrasa aneh aja ma sebuah PERSAHABATAN yang uda gw jalin selama beberapa tahun. srasa bda dan bner2 bukan jenis sahabat yang gw tahu pas dulu dket.

ntah gw doang yang brasa ato dy juga brasa tapi sama2 bodo amad. gw gak pduli banget sih ma yang trakhir itu. :P

perlu gw TEKANKAN. gw sih gak minta pada orang itu untuk melakukan hal - hal yang tadi gw sbutkan di atas. cuma yaa. dulu gw ma dy punya hubungan keq gitu. gak prlu gw sbutin ulang lah. cuma skarang? it just like a bullshit!

smakin hari smakin jauh. 1 hal yang gw paling gak suka:

ada 1 cowok yang SUPER ENEKIN yang suka nge-add-in temen2 orang trus ngajak chat dan itu smua aneh. scara dy cuma add orang yang lbih tua dari dy. see? damn it!

yang anehnya lagi, tuh " sahabat " gw tahan di gituin, padahal jlas2 pas gw crita dy blg: "gak pnting banget sih ne."

ntah apa yang terjadi setelah gw gak dket ma tuh anak. dan keadaan itu membuat gw smakin menjauh sama " sahabat " gw satu itu.

trus gw mau nanya skarang.

buat apa gw crita kalo " sahabat " gw gak crita?

buat apa gw pduli kalo " sahabat " gw gak pduli?

buat apa gw mikirin hubungan " persahabatan " gw klo " sahabat " gw gak mikirin?

dan

buat apa gw BERTAHAN kalo " sahabat " gw membuat gw gak mau bertahan dengan keadaan keq gini?

mungkin emg bner kata2 dy beberapa waktu lalu.

hubungan gw, dy, dan 1 orang lagi smakin jauh. gw sih gak ambil pusing ya.

cuma gw mikir, dy sndiri yang ngomong keq gitu, trus dy sndiri yang seakan - akan membuat jarak. gw uda usaha dengan meluangkan waktu gw buat bareng2. tapi apa? just throw it to the deepest garbage!

pure love.

the first time i saw you, i felt like something wrong in my heart.

the second time i met you, i conscious that it's time when my heart is beginning to care of you.

the third time i stood beside you, i know i love you.

for a while, i taught its impossible.

because i have something that i would not tell to anybody.

but,

time has just answered it.

i have no reason to tell you why i care of you.

you said: " it called pure love, beb "

i agreed with it. and you have no reason too.

you never promise me to loose from your life.

you never tell me how will you do to make me always beside you.

and you never give me any reason to be the best for you.

but,

i know what you mean.

even you never promise me, never tell me, and never give me a reason.

you always here to accompany me. you always make me so special.

you always care of me.

what you have done is the sweetest things that i ever know from you.

you lost your egoism. you sacrificed your time.

and said: " it's just for you. no one else. "

and the most important thing is:

we felt our love each other. and we wanted to make it survive.

i never want to loose you and so do you. :)

song. :)

It's undeniable that we should be together

It's unbelievable, how I used to say that I'd fall never

The basis is need to know

If you just don't know how I feel

Then let me show you that now I'm for real

If all the things in time, time will reveal

Yeah

(Reff:)

One, you're like a dream come true

Two, just wanna be with you

Three, girl it's plain to see

That you're the only one for me and

Four, repeat steps one through three

Five, make you fall in love with me

If ever I believe my work is done

Then I'll start back at one

(yeah)

It's so incredible, the way things work themselves out

And all emotional, once you know what it's all about, hey

And undesirable, for us to be apart

I never would've made it very far

'cause you know you got the keys to my heart

'cause...

Repeat Reff

Say farewell to the dark of night

I see the coming of the sun

I feel like a little child, whose life has just begun

You came and breathed new life into this lonely heart of mine

You threw out the life line

Just in the nick of time

cuma 1 kata buat lagu ini.

KEREN !

gak tau knp, pas denger tuh rasanya gimanaaa gitu, apalagi reffnya. ni lagu di kasih tau ma patty pas gw lagi ke rumah dy buat ngrjain sjarah ( yang ujung2nya maen. :P ).

musiknya juga enakk. :D

back at one -  Brian McKnight. 

REST. :(

i need a REST! so hard to get it. for only a day. oh my gosh. :( :(

school's homework. (english magazine, sosio project)

band's project.

graduation's design. (deadline !!)

prepare for final exam.

toefl test step 4th.

OSIS' project. (for MOS, trademark or anything else to prepare)

church's choir.

being-wise-girl-to-hear-cancer program.

when this madness will stop? i'm getting crazy with this.

no time for rest. no time for have fun.

i just have 2 days for hang out and do something fun-interest.

i stressed out. --'

deadline!

behh. emang ajib tuh kata satu. bnci bgd gw dengernya. ahaha

anyway, i have one deadline. but i never touch it, do it or look for doing it. :P

design yang harusnya uda masuk dari minggu lalu, mpe skarang blom gw krjain.

guru gw uda mpe nanya2 tapi gw lagi gak ada hasrat apa - apa buat ngrjain itu. haduuu

liburan ini sih harus klar! even gw banyakan nglayapnya daripada di rumah trus buka komp dan mulay ngedesign. hwhw

btw, tadi rapat OSIS. yang dtg cuma sglintir orang. sisanya? TETO!

graciany, jona, jete, ronald, acar, chichiel. blom lagi yang tim pro: nico, sean, bebek, pepes.

ada juga yang gak dateng dgn berbagai alasan: raissa, arya, anton, carla, cicil, priska, ace.

cuma ngomongin trademark IPTO yang jadinya bikin tas dual function punya.

trus MOS.

haiz. gak brasa yaa uda mau MOS lagi. trus akhir kpngurusan deh. walahhh~.

got you = lost you

i never taught about this, i never considered about this, i never shocked like this.

whatever with we have done, so far.

as time goes by, i know that you'll be a part of my life.

even i realized that maybe a lot of people block about this.

i got you, again. for twice. and never want to hurt you for three times or more.

if you hurt, i'll hurt. if you sad, i'll sad. if you cry, i'll cry.

if you happy, i'll happy. if you laugh, i'll laugh.

and if you leave me, i'll never leave you.

when i wake up in the morning, i can hear your voice just for say: hi.

when i down, i can find you beside me just for making me calm.

sometimes, i need you more than i think.

i always pray to God, that He will bless you in your whole life with me or without me.

i smile when you got what you have dreamt for along time.

just wanna be with you, it's more than everything.

if i can shut up with this, i will make this special, just for me and you.

no one know about this.

but, when i close my eyes and my besties' shadow run in my brain, i know the most important thing about my friendship. they will be hurt if i never share with them. and i don't want to do that.

start from this think, i lost you. for twice.

i just can love you with my heart. not with everything that i have. it's too much.

i can't promise anything to you, and you, don't promise everything to me.

our love both, not just an ordinary love. we know it each other.

perhaps, i think that we'll together for along time. but time said: it's a big no no.

and one thing that make me always consider about this.

if i got you, i would loose you.

like we do now. :)

masuk? gak pnting!!

ipto smakin gak pnting! gw dari kmrn malem uda dilema masuk ato gak. gara2 gw takut ma sosio yang gw pikir mau ambil nilai.

taunyaaa~.

3 JEM PLAJARAN CUMA NONTON DI AUVI ! mpe satu vcd original mldak. ahahahaha

rese. gak guna. nyebelin. skolah gabut doang. haiz.

school = d*mn!

aduhhh. ipto tuh knapa sih. gak niat banget kasih libur ke anak2.

masuk o6.45. pulang jam o9.oo?!

what the f*ck! ahahaha

males banget skolah, uda mana plajarannya cuma 3 biji dan pasti smuanya cuma nge-gabut, nge-ribut, nge-rusuh.

agama? pasti nonton!, sosio? oh shit!, BI? bu mega bilang di kasih free time!

so? buat apa lagi masukk? eghhhh

anak2 juga pada gak masuk. haizz.

klo gak mikirin ada sosio sih, uda gak masuk gw. d*mn!

untung pulang dari sna, gw ke TA ma nyokap. hwhw. :D

norakist. :P

masih tentang midnite sale kmrn. pas gw lagi lyad sndal. nyokap gw manggil gw buat nunjukkin 1 tas, bagus sih. nih gambarnya:

harganya juga gak mahal - mahal banget. dari 610ribu, diskon 70% jadi tinggal 180ribuan. itu tinggal 1 - 1nya. nyokap gw dgn tangan cepet langsung ngambil trus lyad2. nyokap gw tertarik, apalagi harganya murah gitu. ada sih model yang sama cuma ukurannya lbih gde.

ini nih kjadian super NORAKKK yang prnh gw lyad slama gw blanja.

critanya, pas nyokap gw lagi lyad2 tuh tas, ada 1 tante2 dan dy manggil nyokap gw dengan sebutan A'I. what the hell?? *lu kata nyokap gw uda tua2 banget?*

tuh tante juga suka ma tuh tas, sblmnya dy nyoba tas yang sama cuma lbih gde. trus dy jadi ngomong gitu ke gw ma nyokap sambil mata JELALATAN nglyadin tas yang dipegang nyokap gw.

tante: " tsrah A'I sih. saya kan badannya kcil ,jadi lbih cocok pake tas ukuran itu. "

   (sambil nyoba ngambil tuh tas dari tangan nyokap!)

gw ma nyokap cuma diem. gw pasang muka gak enak. tpi tuh tante gak tau malu. --'

tante: " klo A'I gak mau tasnya, saya yang ambil. "

        (manggil mbak2 SPG.)

   " mbak mbak, masih ada gak tas kayak gini lagi? saya mau dong! ini

   sama orangnya gak mau dilepas jadi sie mbak gak bisa

   cariin barangnya. "

           (sie mbak SPG cuma ngacangin tuh tante2)

gw ktawa dalem ati. ahahha

nyindir tuh orang! gw mulai kesel.

trus akhirnya dengan gaya TENGIL, sie tante bilang ke suaminya.

tante: " pi, aku bli tas item ini aja yaa, kcil soalnya. badan aku kan juga

   kcil. gak cocok kalo pake yang gde2 kayak gini. ya pi ya? "

       (suaminya uda bo huat keqnya, trus cuma manggut2.)

gw ma nyokap gw akhirnya nge.BON itu tas, pas lagi nungguin bonnya, gw ktmu lagi ma tuh tante norak yang ntah dateng dari kampung mana, padahal dari gaya + model baju, gak nunjukkin dy dari kampung. :P

trus dy lyad dompet gw yang di kasih ma tmn gw pas gw ultah kmrn. dy bilang ma mbak SPGnya.

tante: " mbak mbak, ada dompet kayak gini gak? saya uda nyari

      kemana2 gak ada. saya pengen tuh dompet.

      boleh lyad bntar gak de dompetnya? "

      (dy ngomong ke mbaknya, trus tanya ke gw dgn tampang mupeng

   dan tangan nyaris nyntuh dompet gw)

mbak SPG: " maaf bu, kita gak jual barang kayak gitu. "

      (sie tante masih gak nyrah juga, uda gak dapet tas,

   dy masih mau dompet gw!)

gw ksel bgd ma tuh tante, gw diemin aja dy ngomong apaan, abies dapet bon, gw langsung kabur. sekilas gw smpet lyad muka dy yang masih nglyadin tas yang nyokap gw ambil ma dompet gw! mau gila gw lyad tuh tante. parahhhhhhh

midnite sale! :D

gambar 1.1

gw ambil dari lante 2 mall PURI INDAH. stand KERIS GALERI.

rame bgd, mana panas lagi gara2 kbykan orang. :(

gambar 1.2

antrian ke kasir deket toko spatu BATA. ngantri mpe 2 meter lbih ada kali.

dan kasirnya LAMAAAAAAAAA

beh! puri gilaaa~. kmrn midnite sale gitu, dari jem 9 mpe jem 12 malem.

RAMEnya SUPERRRRRRRRRRR.

yang byasanya jem sgitu uda spi, skrg masih rame n numpuk bgd orang2nya mpe susa gitu mau jalan. uda gitu orang2 banyak yang kalap trus gak mau ngalah lagi. ajibb

diskonnya dari 20% - 70%.

tapi cuma selected items. dan yg mpe diskon 70% itu uda tinggal barang display. untung2 kalo lu dapet barang bagus.

over all sih, stand KERIS GALERI paling ajib. scara diskonnya gila2an, sndal - spatu - tas. barangnya juga buat men or women. dan itu bner2 rame.

buat merchant2 keq dunkin, gramed, adidas itu diskon 20% - 30%.

ACE HARDWARE, S & K, BALENO, diskon up to 50%. dan itu rame bgd. orang2 keqnya pada kalap smua. apalagi ACE, seumur2 gw gak prnh lyad antrian ke kasir mpe panjang dan orang2 nge.BORONG. uda keq antrian crocs kmrn, pdhl uda buka 5 kasir. --'

gw bli bangles 4 biji, tas pgi, tas pesta, high heels, kaos, blablabla.

J.Co klo pake citibank buy 1 get 1 for 1 dozen, ngantri cuy!

pas mau bayar barang gw di keris, gw ngantri mpe 1 jam. gara2 kasirnya dodol bantuin orang cari barang. bies dodol juga sih. uda tau rame. barang2 bon orang di tumpuk di kasir trus orang2 pada bingung nyarinya gimana. mpe ada 1 bapak yang mpir 1 jam nyari barang, untung ktmu. --'

gw di puri dari stgh 7 mlm abies pulang grja, itu aja parkiran penuh mpe banyak yang paralel. tmbh malem, tmbh rame. mpe ada orang cape trus lesehan di lantai. :P

mobil2 byk bgd yang parkir di luar, mpe ke pinggiran carefour gitu. buat 2 lapis lagi. niat bner!

klar ngantri gw pulang, setengah 12 baru jalan dari puri. mpe rumah jem 12an! ajib bner dah. gilaa.