hell yeah! after almost 2 weeks i never stay in my class, i don't what i have to do. for my tasks, assignment or duty as a student. is it weird? but surely, i don't know everything.
it's crazy man! i have forgot everything that related with school. because in 2 weeks ago, my destination for school was just to prepare the TETO performance.
now i really stressed out to think about my tasks. besides, i'm too lazy to finish my tasks if i have known about it. i don't have any spirit to start about that. damn!
1.17.2010
TETO MuPers! :D
there was a few crew from our performance Museum Persahabatan (MuPers). we were family and just it. every person that involved it was really tired but we were happy and will miss this time as a new family of TETO (:
btw on the first performance which is watched by SMAK IPEKA Tomang students and teachers was not really great for me, still nervous maybe for some new players and a little mistake in some scene. but overall, that's enough until students and teachers enjoyed it so well. many applauses are given when we rose up to the stage especially for the players. oh yeah, one thing i realized: so many members of committee but just a little who actives to prepare and being apart from this performance.
we got a break time before the second performance, it's enough to recharge our battery. some of us slept, studied for tomorrow exam, joked, took photos, ate, and just chit chat with others.
the second performance is watched by alumnus, parents, and donors was really awesome. players played so great and committees worked so good to entertain the watchers. oh man! i cried at the last time.
even i have watched these for several times, i still missed and wanna watched it again again!
thanks to coaches and musicians: Kak Aaan, Kak Dio, Kak Deden, Kak Ronald, Kak Babay, Kak Andrew, Bu Dian, Grace.
thanks to players: Sindhu, Cicil, Bahong, Dhea, Yovita, Lydia, Jona, Charlie, Bu Eunike, Odhe, Arini, Calvin, Hans, Alvin, Andrew, Weros, Jete, Graciany, Evlin, Julsan, et cetera.
thanks to committees: Farant, Merissa, Stanley, Evan, Hansen, Arya, Ronald, Tiara, Nasya, Athalia, Jessica B., Linda, Cindy, Ladyta, Elvin, Vito, Sean, Holie, Chailiessa, Angeline, et cetera.
and last, thanks to: SMAK IPEKA Tomang, guests, and people in Graha Bhakti Budaya.
TETO MuPers AMAZING! :D
update blog.
finally i can update my blog after for days i got very busy to prepare the performance of TEater TOmang :p
very very very tired to the maxxx, but i still have to come to school for some try outs and fell asleep on second subject hour of geography. but my teacher said to not wake me up because he knew i needed a break for my body after last night i worked out from morning. thanks God :D
anw because i can't get my concerntration, i must get worst score on english listening test ever. 19 mistakes from 50 questions. oh-my-gee. streesed out!
very very very tired to the maxxx, but i still have to come to school for some try outs and fell asleep on second subject hour of geography. but my teacher said to not wake me up because he knew i needed a break for my body after last night i worked out from morning. thanks God :D
anw because i can't get my concerntration, i must get worst score on english listening test ever. 19 mistakes from 50 questions. oh-my-gee. streesed out!
1.11.2010
3 days to go
oh Gosh! please make time move faster. i don't any power and any spirit to walk on this situation.
anw, 2 days to go: i'll loose him again. noo! :(
i even never been ready for these thing for sure. first time, i thought i wouldn't come to deliver him because of some considerations. but as time goes by, i couldn't to not deliver him. damn
H -3 for TEater TOmang performance. it means: i'll be so busy on this day and will back to home after the day change, waste my whole day in GBB with some friends but still work out for twice performance in a day.
the worst one is: i will be on unexpected and labil emotion also in chaos period because of the day before.
absolutely, i'll come to school with my swollen eyes. maybe i've to try harder to not cry, but i can't guarantee for it.
anw, 2 days to go: i'll loose him again. noo! :(
i even never been ready for these thing for sure. first time, i thought i wouldn't come to deliver him because of some considerations. but as time goes by, i couldn't to not deliver him. damn
H -3 for TEater TOmang performance. it means: i'll be so busy on this day and will back to home after the day change, waste my whole day in GBB with some friends but still work out for twice performance in a day.
the worst one is: i will be on unexpected and labil emotion also in chaos period because of the day before.
absolutely, i'll come to school with my swollen eyes. maybe i've to try harder to not cry, but i can't guarantee for it.
1.10.2010
seteres.
jarang-jarang ya ngepost pake bahasa indonesia, saya ngepost pake bahasa ibu kalo otak saya sudah benar-benar tak bisa berpikir dengan baik dan benar sesuai dengan fungsi yang sesungguhnya. oh iya, akhir-akhir ini rasanya fisik maupun mental saya berada dalam tahap ujian yang sangat melelahkan.
yang paling dirasakan adalah fisik. kegiatan di sekolah membuat saya gila dan lelah sampai saya tak mampu lagi melakukan hal lain. yang saya bingungkan itu, kenapa saya sudah kelas 12 di tingkat akhir malahan diberi jabatan sebagai seorang anggota publikasi hubungan masyarakat. seperti yang selama ini kita tahu, jabatan ini membutuhkan kerja ekstra ketka acara belum dimulai dari menyebar undangan sampai mengurusi undangan serta urusan lain yang memerlukan waktu lebih dan meninggalkan sekolah. secara harafiah, saya sebetulnya sudah harus fokus pada ujian nasional yang sebentar lagi akan diadakan, minggu ke-3 bulan maret tepatnya. nah, dengan posisi yang seperti ini, bagaimana saya bisa fokus? di samping itu, ada beberapa guru yang entah mengapa sepertinya tidak mendukung keberadaan kegiatan satu ini dan menekan saya serta murid lain untuk tetap berada di kelas ketika semua orang yang terlibat sedang bersusah payah menjalankan tugasnya masing-masing. jujur saja, saya ingin sekali tugas ini cepat berakhir. saya sudah lelah teramat sangat. ingin sekali-kali berada di kelas tanpa harus keluar dan mengikuti pelajaran dengan baik serta tidak mendapat tekanan dari guru-guru. saya juga tidak mau terus-terusan meninggalkan kelas, saya juga tidak bodoh untuk menyadari waktu ujian sebentar lagi. tapi apakah selama ini usaha yang saya lakukan selalu dipandang negatif? seakan-akan memang sengaja tidak ingin berada di kelas dan menghindari pelajaran tertentu. maaf kepada bapak dan ibu sekalian, anda salah besar. lagipula, hal ini juga menyita banyak waktu dan fisik saya semakin menurun setiap harinya.
yang kedua adalah mental. bukan mental secara sesungguhnya sih. tapi ini masalah hati lebih tepatnya. lagi-lagi saya harus menghitung hari menuju kepergian seorang lelaki yang sampai saat ini membuat saya pusing bukan kepalang. entah kenapa, saya selalu merasakan yang berbeda walaupun telah berulang kali saling menyakiti. berulang kali ngepost dengan topik yang sama, yaitu: dy! bosan terkadang, tapi saya tak bisa berhenti menulis ketika namanya terlintas di pikiran. baiklah, saya akui. saya masih ada hati pada lelaki itu. dan tak sanggup jika dy harus pergi lagi. 1 hari sebelum acara kegiatan sekolah itu, sama saja dengan 3 hari lagi.
oh Tuhan, sepertinya saya tak sanggup menghadapi ini semua. 2 hal yang mengerikan terjadi berturut-turut dan akan sangat menguras emosi serta sisa tenaga yang saya punya. entah bagaimana harus menghadapinya dengan wajah terangkat. tapi yang jelas, saya sudah berada di batas seteres paling tinggi, sangat butuh pencerahan serta hiburan secepatnya sebelum semua ini meledak menjadi emosi tak terkontrol.
1.09.2010
feeling well?
the atmosphere inside my house was so bad, i don't know why. everything happened as usual.
but my feeling was not well at all.
feeling like i'm a stranger in my own home. maybe i get a change of myself, i don't really sure about it.
i just too tired for days past and made my home just for a place to sleep - eat - take a bath.
my dad told me: "you're too busy! stop involving everything. you need a time at home."
ok dad, i knew. but i enjoyed these time with my friend. besides i'm at senior year - my last period at school. so i want to enjoy my time. am i wrong, dad?
but my feeling was not well at all.
feeling like i'm a stranger in my own home. maybe i get a change of myself, i don't really sure about it.
i just too tired for days past and made my home just for a place to sleep - eat - take a bath.
my dad told me: "you're too busy! stop involving everything. you need a time at home."
ok dad, i knew. but i enjoyed these time with my friend. besides i'm at senior year - my last period at school. so i want to enjoy my time. am i wrong, dad?
1.08.2010
maybe it's true.
i have to count my days again for you and for something i can be tearful.
even we can't keep ours longer, there's so much feeling i wanna share with you.
and you always here for me, still beside me.
how can i lie to you? if i can scream, i'll never let you go again. just stay with me until everything will be ok as we wish before.
my head still think of you, still think about us. even if i close my eyes too.
how precious this relation to you?
am i worthed to wait for you until you back and we will be together?
in some case, i think i'm not. but my heart still hope and still wait to fill up with your love.
i'm acting like a dumb girl, don't know what will to do next, just stand here for you.
if someday you find another girl, will you leave me? will you stay with me?
will you give your love to that girl?
i shall shut up. time will answer all of this, quickly or slowly.
and maybe it's true, i can't live in the world when you're not there. without you.
even we can't keep ours longer, there's so much feeling i wanna share with you.
and you always here for me, still beside me.
how can i lie to you? if i can scream, i'll never let you go again. just stay with me until everything will be ok as we wish before.
my head still think of you, still think about us. even if i close my eyes too.
how precious this relation to you?
am i worthed to wait for you until you back and we will be together?
in some case, i think i'm not. but my heart still hope and still wait to fill up with your love.
i'm acting like a dumb girl, don't know what will to do next, just stand here for you.
if someday you find another girl, will you leave me? will you stay with me?
will you give your love to that girl?
i shall shut up. time will answer all of this, quickly or slowly.
and maybe it's true, i can't live in the world when you're not there. without you.
teto trip (part 1).
hey yoo! as a public relation in TEater TOmang committe, i have to spread inviting letters for some schools that already have a good relation with SMAK IPEKA Tomang such as senior high schools theater community and some private schools in jakarta: maybe have a theater or maybe always invited us for their school events.
my busy days started on this monday. my partners and i have a lot of tasks that have to finish before performance. must write the invite card, must check the schools i will spread inviting letters, must co-operative to another divisions inside the committe (ok it's a must), must take some phones for reservations, et cetera.
and you know? everything makes me crazy, not just me actually. members of committe and players also got tired, our stamina have been under zero point for surviving on this condition. but it makes us closer because we have to get a good communication for preventing miss communication between us.
elvin: CS, athalia, vito - went to centre jakarta (it supposed to go to south jakarta too, but they didn't about the streets)
mr. yadi (our busy driver :p): ladyta, stanley, ms. eunike, me - went to south jakarta.
let's talk about the trip i have had. i did it today.
started from school at 12 p.m. we wasted 2 hours because of some problems from our vehicle. and our trip for spreading the letters have to take longer time from the schedule on 10 a.m.
first, we went to SMAN 3 at setiabudi - not so hard to find this schools, mr. yadi has known the way to this school well (:
second, we went to SMAN 70 at bulungan and continued to SMAN 6 which so nearby with our second destinantion. we already well known bulungan because for 2 festivals before, we always went to this area.
fourth, SMAN 26 at west bulungan. a little difficult to find this school because this school was a bit inside.
fifth? nothing! but i have a funny story about this. when we want to find the fifth destination,
stanley asked some people around bulungan to get an information about the fifth one. after got the answer, directly we tried to find. stanley said: if we met a traffic light, we have to turn left.
so, mr. yadi followed his words. we trust on his words. we turned left and got a traffic jam because we were nearby with an elementary school. after left that school, we turned left again for twice. and i realize, we just got back to the same street before we turned left for the first time.
ms. eunike was being familliar with a building beside our vehicles, and every person inside have a loud laugh. laugh for our stupidity.
but we were still trying to find SMAN 37. after walked for a while, it was rain. so we decided to back to school and ended our public relation tasks besides we also tired too.
mr. yadi took a longer route to back school from tebet - kampung melayu - pluit - school. we arrived at school on 5 p.m.
fight friends! :D
my busy days started on this monday. my partners and i have a lot of tasks that have to finish before performance. must write the invite card, must check the schools i will spread inviting letters, must co-operative to another divisions inside the committe (ok it's a must), must take some phones for reservations, et cetera.
and you know? everything makes me crazy, not just me actually. members of committe and players also got tired, our stamina have been under zero point for surviving on this condition. but it makes us closer because we have to get a good communication for preventing miss communication between us.
transportation division and public relation division have made an appointment.
josh: JB, nasya - went to west and north jakarta.elvin: CS, athalia, vito - went to centre jakarta (it supposed to go to south jakarta too, but they didn't about the streets)
mr. yadi (our busy driver :p): ladyta, stanley, ms. eunike, me - went to south jakarta.
let's talk about the trip i have had. i did it today.
started from school at 12 p.m. we wasted 2 hours because of some problems from our vehicle. and our trip for spreading the letters have to take longer time from the schedule on 10 a.m.
first, we went to SMAN 3 at setiabudi - not so hard to find this schools, mr. yadi has known the way to this school well (:
second, we went to SMAN 70 at bulungan and continued to SMAN 6 which so nearby with our second destinantion. we already well known bulungan because for 2 festivals before, we always went to this area.
fourth, SMAN 26 at west bulungan. a little difficult to find this school because this school was a bit inside.
fifth? nothing! but i have a funny story about this. when we want to find the fifth destination,
stanley asked some people around bulungan to get an information about the fifth one. after got the answer, directly we tried to find. stanley said: if we met a traffic light, we have to turn left.
so, mr. yadi followed his words. we trust on his words. we turned left and got a traffic jam because we were nearby with an elementary school. after left that school, we turned left again for twice. and i realize, we just got back to the same street before we turned left for the first time.
ms. eunike was being familliar with a building beside our vehicles, and every person inside have a loud laugh. laugh for our stupidity.
but we were still trying to find SMAN 37. after walked for a while, it was rain. so we decided to back to school and ended our public relation tasks besides we also tired too.
mr. yadi took a longer route to back school from tebet - kampung melayu - pluit - school. we arrived at school on 5 p.m.
tired but i'm happy (:
we still to spread another letters next monday for some schools at south jakarta.fight friends! :D
1.03.2010
TETO :D
MUSEUM PERSAHABATAN.
the first time for single performance at Taman Ismail Marzuki.
TETO has joined some festivals on years before. The commitment from each member in TETO made these theater became the pioneer of another IPEKA school. and TETO always give the best for every performance and every chance.
TETO won some achievements in some festivals such as: the best design in theater festival 2009, the favorite team in theater festival 2009, 4th grade in theater festival 2008, 6th grade in theater festival 2007, LS theater competition 2008, etc.
so? let's watch us! we have already invited you (:
1.02.2010
2o1o? yeah (:
hey yeah! it's new year. 2 days left. i spent my old and new bash at bandung with fam (i'll post some photos later). i missed a thing, review for last year, 2oo9 as i always do every year end.
new year means: new life, new hope, new resolution. right? (:
okok. i'll right my review for 2oo9 memories. it's an awesome year for me. many things come and go, happy and sad, laugh and cry. i have to dig my memories from january. hope it tell completely.
JANUARY:
brotha's - willy's bday! (:. a little memory with a guy who older than me 2 years. digging an old song for music project. i got my report - result? was so damn satisfied. took shame photo shoots with bapukers (made up as jeng kelin for girls and used to draw boys face with a black pencil, hell no!)
FEBRUARY:
novi's bday bash @ i-sing, PJ. sila's bday bash @ ciputra hotel. jeje's bday lunch @ bSteak. valentine day with OSIS. still has a relation with the older guy.
MARCH:
APRIL:
muel's - vina's bday bash! - my revenge for two of them has been finished. keshia's bday bash @ her home. adrian bday surprise - i got the first cake, oh man! BK elementary reunion @ TA. got a damn thought on my head because of him. crying for somedays when i remembered about my beloved person who passed away.
MAY:
did my dream from i was a child with my besties! patty cut her hair for the first time @ anton salon. history paper made me stressful. feeling what the meaning of love for a same guy. has a problem with my close friend. i do HATE hypocrite.
JUNE: (restless month!)
mom's bday - gave her a new handwatch and she was crying. niq's bday @ the buffet, CL. olin's bday bash @ pisa cafe. patty's bday bash @ jetski cafe. samantha's bday bash and farewell @ samudera suki. helen bday bash @ red lotus. has a fun time with bapukers! graduation? no! - better than last year but just one person who made it like a mess. holiday time with monique. has a better report and satisfied me (:
JULY:
incen's bday! - my revenge has been finished. MOS preparation and MOS event - really sick of this - good costum. yuli's bday bash@ st. moritz. got my new handphone - c902 - 5MP - cybershot ♥. TETO event - transpotation ministry again. new class, XII IPS 2! (again?) with some friends that i can't be like ever. i counted my days before he left me to other country.
AUGUST:
cia's bday bash @ samudera suki. [TRI.GO] hang out together on 17-o8-o9 @ TA. paskibra project for independence day. TETO - tetoron berkolin jembul - just won for the favorite team and the best design achievement. took UPH scholarship invitation and seminary - i'm stucked after interview step because of some considerations. rejected a request for being a part of yearbook committee.
SEPTEMBER:
ilii's - kiki's bday! - my revenge has been finished. in an emotional part with a trash face and behave! went to old town with some friends when i was junior high school. in a tired part to do LDR.
OCTOBER:
OCTOBER:
dad's bday! - i can't enjoy his bday this year because i had to go to pangandaran for school's project. pangandaran trip 14-16 october - have fun time! even tired to the max. i have stopped my relation with him - i'm hurt. new family, yeah!
NOVEMBER:
still hoping for an ended relationship - don't care if i'm hurt again. hate kepo people! a chicken behave made me want to kick his ass. has a same problem with my bestie again. still remember about a person who gives me the 17 words. final decision but i can't commit for it. ci vina's wedding @ shangrila hotel.
DECEMBER:
christmas! - nice gift from him even it must end so fast. almost lost my best buddy - description of a real friend was inside of her. first anniversary for [TRI.GO] - love you gals! a great hangout with my family tree @ TA. meet my cousins from palembang. thankful for having besties like them. fun time with family, my dad got his holidays. mom's day!
wow. that's why i love 2oo9. i love every party i had, love everythings i have done, and i never regret about it. thanks to God if i still have a chance to live and survive in this life with many problems walked along with me, for my breath that still on its function finely. i have some new resolutions! anw, for the last year resolutions, i can't do it completely but this year, it must be happened! i hope so (:
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