2o1o? yeah (:

hey yeah! it's new year. 2 days left. i spent my old and new bash at bandung with fam (i'll post some photos later).  i missed a thing, review for last year, 2oo9 as i always do every year end.

new year means: new life, new hope, new resolution. right? (:

okok. i'll right my review for 2oo9 memories. it's an awesome year for me. many things come and go, happy and sad, laugh and cry. i have to dig my memories from january. hope it tell completely.

JANUARY:

brotha's - willy's bday! (:. a little memory with a guy who older than me 2 years. digging an old song for music project. i got my report - result? was so damn satisfied. took shame photo shoots with bapukers (made up as jeng kelin for girls and used to draw boys face with a black pencil, hell no!)

FEBRUARY:

novi's bday bash @ i-sing, PJ. sila's bday bash @ ciputra hotel. jeje's bday lunch @ bSteak.  valentine day with OSIS. still has a relation with the older guy.

MARCH:

my 17th bday lunch @ acacia hotel ♥ - being a fool girl and [TRI.GO] gave me a "surprise" gift at moniq's house: pepsi blue, liquid milk, powder - "surprise" from my besties until i cried because of the crochoach. . naldi's - agung's bday surprise. got a "wonderful" fight with mom :(. photo shoots with bapukers: using rainbow backpack that sold by naldi. music project perform - what a great perform! published 17 words for my first time.

APRIL:

muel's - vina's bday bash! - my revenge for two of them has been finished. keshia's bday bash @ her home. adrian bday surprise - i got the first cake, oh man! BK elementary reunion @ TA. got a damn thought on my head because of him. crying for somedays when i remembered about my beloved person who passed away.

MAY: 

did my dream from i was a child with my besties! patty cut her hair for the first time @ anton salon. history paper made me stressful. feeling what the meaning of love for a same guy. has a problem with my close friend. i do HATE hypocrite.

JUNE: (restless month!)
mom's bday - gave her a new handwatch and she was crying. niq's bday @ the buffet, CL. olin's bday bash @ pisa cafe. patty's bday bash @ jetski cafe. samantha's bday bash and farewell @ samudera suki. helen bday bash @ red lotus. has a fun time with bapukers! graduation? no! - better than last year but just one person who made it like a mess. holiday time with monique. has a better report and satisfied me (:

JULY:

incen's bday! - my revenge has been finished. MOS preparation and MOS event - really sick of this - good costum. yuli's bday bash@ st. moritz. got my new handphone - c902 - 5MP - cybershot ♥. TETO event - transpotation ministry again. new class, XII IPS 2! (again?) with some friends that i can't be like ever. i counted my days before he left me to other country.

AUGUST:

cia's bday bash @ samudera suki. [TRI.GO] hang out together on 17-o8-o9 @ TA. paskibra project for independence day. TETO - tetoron berkolin jembul - just won for the favorite team and the best design achievement. took UPH scholarship invitation and seminary - i'm stucked after interview step because of some considerations. rejected a request for being a part of yearbook committee.

SEPTEMBER:

ilii's - kiki's bday! - my revenge has been finished. in an emotional part with a trash face and behave! went to old town with some friends when i was junior high school. in a tired part to do LDR.


OCTOBER:

dad's bday! - i can't enjoy his bday this year because i had to go to pangandaran for school's project. pangandaran trip 14-16 october - have fun time! even tired to the max. i have stopped my relation with him - i'm hurt. new family, yeah!

NOVEMBER:
still hoping for an ended relationship - don't care if i'm hurt again. hate kepo people! a chicken behave made me want to kick his ass. has a same problem with my bestie again. still remember about a person who gives me the 17 words. final decision but i can't commit for it. ci vina's wedding @ shangrila hotel. 


DECEMBER:

christmas! - nice gift from him even it must end so fast. almost lost my best buddy - description of a real friend was inside of her. first anniversary for [TRI.GO] - love you gals! a great hangout with my family tree @ TA. meet my cousins from palembang. thankful for having besties like them. fun time with family, my dad got his holidays. mom's day!

wow. that's why i love 2oo9. i love every party i had, love everythings i have done, and i never regret about it. thanks to God if i still have a chance to live and survive in this life with many problems walked along with me, for my breath that still on its function finely. i have some new resolutions! anw, for the last year resolutions, i can't do it completely but this year, it must be happened! i hope so (:

new resolution: control my anger and emotion. being a good girl for family. make my parent proud of me. GRADUATE with great scores! more mature. spending my fun time with my school friends for the last time before we'll go to university.