5.08.2009

got you = lost you

i never taught about this, i never considered about this, i never shocked like this.
whatever with we have done, so far.
as time goes by, i know that you'll be a part of my life.
even i realized that maybe a lot of people block about this.
i got you, again. for twice. and never want to hurt you for three times or more.
if you hurt, i'll hurt. if you sad, i'll sad. if you cry, i'll cry.
if you happy, i'll happy. if you laugh, i'll laugh.
and if you leave me, i'll never leave you.
when i wake up in the morning, i can hear your voice just for say: hi.
when i down, i can find you beside me just for making me calm.
sometimes, i need you more than i think.
i always pray to God, that He will bless you in your whole life with me or without me.
i smile when you got what you have dreamt for along time.
just wanna be with you, it's more than everything.
if i can shut up with this, i will make this special, just for me and you.
no one know about this.
but, when i close my eyes and my besties' shadow run in my brain, i know the most important thing about my friendship. they will be hurt if i never share with them. and i don't want to do that.
start from this think, i lost you. for twice.
i just can love you with my heart. not with everything that i have. it's too much.
i can't promise anything to you, and you, don't promise everything to me.
our love both, not just an ordinary love. we know it each other.
perhaps, i think that we'll together for along time. but time said: it's a big no no.
and one thing that make me always consider about this.

if i got you, i would loose you.
like we do now. :)

2 comments:

demmy said...

so sad bacanya..lebay amat gw ya?ahaha..ven..ni post kesannya ceweee bgt...akakakka..ya?

vene ♥ said...

ahahaha
gw kan emang cewek kali cung cung. :P