about time :)

i have learned much from one page of my life
you, who always by my side taught me a lotta lifes' values and brought new new spirit for me
i knew you were getting worse of your healthy day by day until you pulled your promise to stay with me forever. i understood about it. you realized that i never been ready to loss you in my life. we such a couple who afraid by time and God's plan. sometimes i thought we were meant together forever and ever but i'm awaken by my heart voice and those made me stronger to face the truth about you and us


it's only about time. yeah, when i heard my heart voice, i felt one more time chance to not give up to get happiness. even i knew time flies too fast, i just have to use the chance and make it best until God say: it's done
losing someone who you love at the most always hurt and made us down - weak, but you know? when the "it's done" words was said by God, it means that we're done to do our portion in our life for people around us. maybe the way of saying was not fine with an accident, illness, et cetera (suicide is not accepted for God!) but every losing has a message to be understood. everyone must to exceed those part. before the part happen, we just have to enjoy life, make best memories to remember when we have to leave this world, don't waste your time for something that unimportant.
oh yeah, my religion taught me about this:
please be nice when you're living in this world because when you have to face the recent court and when you were asked: what have you done in your life? how about your responsibility? you could answer it without any obstacles. one very important thing was even you did so much goodness in your life such as read bible everyday, went to church, join charities, et cetera; but when you couldn't answer one of the question and responsible for what you have done, it made your scale of goodness and unlawfulness unbalance. your unlawfulness part would be so high just with one unaswer question :)