P.R.O.B.L.E.M, simple word and simple composition from our dictionary, even it in indonesian or english. but it never end and always come in our life. many people always say that. but, some specialist said that problems could make you better and learnt from the mistakes for your future.
honestly, i agree this words. but, i couldn't trust myself to be a person like this words said. because, for me, my problems were so complicated and sometimes i couldn't solve it, maybe just tried to ignore it and act like nothing happened. yeah, i couldn't always act like that, i knew.
M.E.M.O.R.I.E.S, a beautiful word and always be a meaningful for all people in this world. you could imagine and remember about your past life although it bad or good, best or worst, sad or happy. sometimes, people said that your bad memories have just made your life stuck because it stopped and made you sunk.
unfortunately, i disagree with this words. for me, even it bad - worst - sad memories in your life, it was a grace from GOD. and it would be a new experience to learn and made you to not fallen again in the same mistakes. i almost got this memories for all of my problems although sometimes i got good - best - happy memories too.
a relation between P.R.O.B.L.E.M and M.E.M.O.R.I.E.S is ..
something that i'll never know why i still cry, when i can stop my tears, what i can do to face this.
on my older post from this blog, i have written about this problem, about this person and about this memories that always made me so sick, lonely and empty. also hurt me when i remember it.
yeah, it was my biggest problem about this memories. i considered when my tears went out again for a long lonely night. i have made a promise to him that i'll never cry again because of him. but, i have denied it. and it made me felt guilty. i knew i have made mistakes. i couldn't stop my tears, couldn't stop to cry. and i'm tired to try because all of my effort was failed, never be succeed. finally, i'm hopeless.
when some of my friends told me that i must be tough, for the first, i believed myself that i could do it. when i wanna do it, i taught it useless. i'm not negative thinking, but it was the fact.
so, this problem and this memories will never be solve. and for a long long time will always make me sick. because i'm hopeless enough.
6 comments:
your problem will be solve, trust it. just time that can answer it, and you must be patient for it..
stop crying, stop your tears out, and stop hopeless..
i know its hard but, i know too you're strong...:)
anything is possible for GOD,
cmon dude, you can do it, i trust you.
i can't see you cry and your tears..
and i'll always for you..^^
*youknowwhoiam
venn, stop lah.. swer deh, lo bisa kok brnti nangis, kluarin aer mata lo n lo bisa pny harepan lagi soal ini..
org2 di dket lo juga gak bkl bisa trus2an liat lo kyk gn.. lo gak pkran mrka, hah?
sori aje gw ngom rada kasar, abis lo emg susa klo gak di giniin..
*jerry
beh beh beh...
ajib lu bner.. brnti kyk gt lah venn,
lo liat tuh 17 words yg nomor 17..
lo blh lah sdih gitu, tp jgn mpe nyiksa lo keq gn lah..
org skitar lo juga gak mau liat lo kyk gn trus2an..
apalgi sohib2 lu, aje gile lu bnerann..
yg ada gw yg hopeless buat bilangin luu..
-vina
walah2 . ahahaha .
kok pada ngocehin gw sih ? parah nih . --'
@ youknowwhoiam :
absolutely, i knew you . yeah, i knew and i minded it, but, it's too hard for me . for still trying and finally you failed again and again . so ? am i must trying ? if the reult always disappoint me ? :(
@ jerry : gw tau jerr, cm susa tauuu . sumpah dehh . knp lu msti bilang msti di giniin ? emg gw sgitu parahnya apa ?
@ vina : vinnnnn~~, gw slalu inget kt2 yg ituuu . mpe hapal kali gw . okay2 . gw ngrti . tengs vin . :)
hey, you know? when i read these post, i taught that you made it harder that you taught.
keep trying, ^^
some way maybe not good for you, but i'm sure that you have a way to solve it, i don't want see you cry again, i always tell you about it.
if you wanna share, i'll always beside you. remember that. ^^
*muel
hey, as long as you try, nothing's impossible dude.
cmonn, if you do this, you just hurt your fam, your best friends, and also.. me.
even i must wait for you, for a long time, i'll do it,
i know its stupid, but being yours is all i need
*youknowwhoiam
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