2.10.2010

if i care about you.

hey person! do you feel annoy with my statement? percieve for what i have written before? if it's yes, say out loud in front of me not behind me! if you felt something wasn't good about me, told me as a gentle not like a chicken. i hate people who gossiped about me that wasn't true at all. influencing people around me to have a bad opinion about me too.
i cared about you, i did. but it was before you acted like a sucks person. before you talked behind me like we weren't friends anymore. before you took your own decision. i never mad when you kept silence for something you want to save but i mad at you when you acted as a important person in these world! hey, let i tell you something. if you said no, i will behave that you were ok and it prevail to the opposite too. if you said yes, i will behave that you needed me for sharing something.

i will stand next to you.
i will shut up for your story you share with me.
i will give you my time to hear your problem.
i will understand your condition.
i will keep a distance if you want i do it for you.
i will let you finish your problem by yourself.
i will be a good listener.
i will send you some quote to make you stronger if i can't help you directly.
i will be patient to wait for you until you behave as usual.
but it will happen if i care about you.
and now, you're disappointing me with your behave, your action, and your faith about a bad me!
so? just enjoy your own. i just want to live my life with a happiness, throw out everything that makes me feeling disturbed.

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