hey 'bestfriends'

hey, hello 'bestfriends'  ♥ 

how long we have been together? for a relation that called 'friendship'. it thought it was quiet long, more than 3 years, right? if i didn't wrong to count it. and what did we get from our 'friendship' so far? maybe i got mistakes to you but you didn't tell me like a bestfriend. you talked behind me maybe, gossiped me in front of the other that maybe i never know about them. i do not judge you, but your action made me think that you were not so matching to be called bestfriend. how many times i have told that you have disappointed me? sometimes maybe. i have tried to tell you about those but your responses? just made me wanna vomit in front of you, so you will realize how disappointed me to write your name on my bestfriend list ever. let me see, i considered that when we have been separated by different school, it might make some transformation depended on you. first time when i felt the difference, i started to think that just our school environment changed us but day by day, everything made me open my eyes that the difference between us was too far. i didn't get any compatibility with you again as before. i tried to use my portion and to understand you, accept you as you are but i thought you were out of control. you did whatever you want with your own way, i apologized at you firstly. i never can't follow your way that it was not me at all. i do not want to finish our 'friendship', you have to know this. besides, you still did your selfishness and it made me sure that i have to make a distance with you just to prevent a fight.

we were still friends. but not bestfriends.

anw, i wanna say thanks to you 'bestfriends'. and i just wanna have bestfriends, not 'bestfriends' who act like a shit! best wishes for you, 'bestfriends' ♥