love, affection, confidence

because of love, affection, confidence - i gave you everything inside of me without any exception
 

those answer which i always gave to you when you asked me why.
those which made me stay whenever whatever however.
those still planted on my mind even problems came too much.

you know what? i knew my past life was too bad for a girl who still on second grade of high school year. i realized that i was too confident with myself to enter your life. and i convinced you will never accept my life as it was. but i tried to change, i have attempted myself to be better so i fit to be near with you. you changed everything, you said you wanted to try to be a bad boy with playing with many girls, smoking, and clubbing. you wanted to be worse than me so you couldn't say i was a bad girl. you turned yourself as before you met me. an ignorant behaviour, just answer if i asked you, turn off your cellphone, rejected my calls, acted like i was not there. you knew i hurted, i cried and so did you. but you made your heart like a stone. what did you want from me? i have said a lot of words and tried to sure you that i need you, i love you. if you wanted me to follow your role, i would if it just the only one way to make you stay with me again.
you can change yourself and your feeling to me but i will not change anything in myself about you. i still the same, still waiting for you even i knew you change to be not you again as i accepted you beforely. an honest love and a pure love will only give to you, you're the winner of my heart though there will another better than you.