i will start when i was in elementary school grade six.
elementary school.
i used to see people from what they did, didn't wanna see with what they have been thought about, i was too young to think about it :p
i had to face that my elementary friends disliked me because of some reasons
those made me feel that i had to escape from this suck school as soon as possible
anyway, didn't they think about my feeling?
ok, it was just kids, just wanna have fun and being selfish.
junior high school.
my experiences from elementary school was changing me a little biti started to open my heart for new people
and that maybe against me
without see what they did, but thinking positively
some cases, i felt like i was on my elementary condition
but i had some friends, maybe people called it with: gangster, always made me happier
i walked this junior high school with smile and happiness until i had to separate
senior high school.
new place. new people. new problemsexperiences made me stay strong and struggled everything ahead
i still remembered when i whimpered my mom to get a school moving, i couldn't stand and walk on this hardest situation as a new senior high school student
but my mom said that i had to face it, could or couldn't because the advanced step always more complicated to be walked on. showed them, you were a strong girl
anyway, it worked totally!
and now, this is me
with everything i had outside the schools event, i can stand by myself
i learned from experiences. i promised to not repeat my mistakes twice
being stronger and can give some advices for friends that got into problems i have passed
having a maturer mind and thoughts, being braver to say what i want to
i didn't afraid if people said something that against me
because i have felt some feels of ignoring, revenge, disliked, uselessness,
i enjoyed my life although i have problems, i have fun though i think of my problems
problems made me better, experiences made me learn
it just depends on me and my responses when i got problems
take it easy, solve it slowly, think it twice or more if don't wanna make mistakesanyway, mistakes also made me understand with choices and consequences i have taken
i have grown up, oh hell yeah!
gonna grow step by step, slowly but sure :D
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