THANKS people!

who's friend? a place to share what you want to share? oh hell yeah, that's right. i forced myself to tell you about the truth of my love life. maybe it wasn't your type about a guy or maybe you didn't want to take a care to me. i'm fine, THANKS! i just want to be honest with you as my besties. i talked what i thought you have to know about me then i would hear good responses before i take a new step. but once again, THANKS! i decided to not share anything about my love life with you again. no more. just one time i have shared but you disappointed me. let me tell you:

i don't need your 'kind' action. i don't need your hypocrisies! i hate you when you act like you were an angel that have given me a best action to do. a best advice to do. i shared to you, hoped i would take some advices. RESPECTS. your way of delivery your words hasn't made me respect at you. if i was wrong, tell me it was. but not with your annoying action and words. i hate your face when you talked to me about these. if i could, i wanted to break your neck!
oh ok, if you said: boys were still much in these world if you want to search. didn't stuck your heart for one boy. you didn't know what they have done behind you. and the fixed reason from your dad, it could make you have a reason to leave him. anw, what have you kept from your relationship? he was so far from you. there were many boys could act like him, not only him.

thanks for your words. i knew you meant good. but sorry if i have to leave him. you have to know how the love fastened off you. and you will do everything to exist what your faith said. you have to get a boyfriend who will make you like this. your selfishness about a boy will change when you have to fight your relationship in front of your family, your friends that don't accept him as he is.
and i confessed at you: i have disappointed to have 'besties' like you.