people come. people go.

there was a surprising event which happened lately. I did not know how could it happen, but it could be said weird. yes, the weird one. this is the complete story.
I was attracted with a guy since february, can not mention his bio indeed. I was being such a secret admirer where he does not know about it, I guess. In that time of admiring, I knew a guy who comes really in a weird time. First time, I enjoyed to talk with him, then he asked for my blackberry pin. Ok, we started to chat every day. after months, he showed to me that he liked me. I was shocked actually, because he also know that I was admiring to another guy.
since he told me so, there was a distance between us. despite my feeling of friendship, he maybe took serious about my feeling to the other one. I wish I could still be friend with him like we used to be. he said that I changed, but it was not really like he thought about. I tried to be neutral and I never wanted to give such an empty hope. I just do not want him to get wrong perception about my action to him. Ok, honestly, I ever felt the same feeling with him for a short time. and again, my business about finishing my event division made me forgot about it. the strong feeling to the other gains more. maybe it because the time I spent with the other one is more than him.
now, I have to adapt with this new condition which is different with the old one. hope the best for him. get the best woman he ever has in his life indeed :)

I really kicked with this word.

people come, people go.