meeting someone who you love is like a big moment. long time no see. separate with time and distance. must communicate by virtual ways. missed that moment when he beside you and hold your hands. cheering up your mood. give his shoulder to be a place for your tears. his jealousy when you with someone else. his smile at everything happened in our moment. and a touch from your heart to my heart that none can do this like you do.
those were being my desires, my pleasure, and my biggest hope.
i'll never get all of those above. you know what?
my dad's rule. yeah, dad's rule. the head of family has told the rules to me with many comparison, many consideration about me and the best for me. oh hell about it, it's not the best for me.
dad warned me to not meet him again. dad scared i'll cry, i'll fall down my tears because of him.
dad protected me as a kid. dad hates my action after i broke up.
dad wants my mood back as soon as possible. dad needs my real me not my acting.
thanks God i've a kindest dad. whatever dad does for me. i know dad loves me (:
but, i really want get back all of those things above. 
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