shut up my mouth.

have i told you that i hate hypocrisies? and a hypocrite too?
i hate this condition. i hate to face this fact that my friend did it to me.
i hate to be mad. i hate to be a tearful girl.
i hate to fight. i hate to speak up with everything in my mind and my emotion.


so? what must i do?
i'm tired. too tired.
i don't need a hypocrite in my life. i don't need friend who just do hypocrisies.
i just need a freedom. freedom for that action.
wasting my time if i'm getting mad. wasting my energy if i'm thinking of it.
the best way: i close my mouth. i'll shut up. i'll keep this alone. just to know about them.
and even it hurts me, i gonna be strong. whatever it happenned.