regards.

at the first time we met, we were too young to feel what love it's.

we played as a couple of best friend and promised as children who never thought what will happen soon.

at the beginning you love me, we were too selfish to recognize that we will belong together.

we thought as a young teen and ignore the feeling which just to be a opinion: it's a feeling because we're so close each other.

at the time you asked me, i was too dumb to answer that i love you too.

we act as a nervous band member and still hope for the sweetest one. 

and at the last time we talked, we were too late to realize what have we had together.

we regret about all of this and stuck without any action to solve it. we were too hopeless, no more energy, and too tired.

i lied to you at the beginning you love me, my egoist thought control me too strong to not break our friendship since we were 3 years old. trying to stop loving you is the worst part of my life and never come true whatever with the ways i have done. though i got pains and sorrows, i still like the same. still loving you.

i'm too weak to face the truth. rather be a weak girl in front of people than acting like a strong girl but inside i'm broken.

these would be my last confession that i ever be a part of maveilica. our name for ours. i don't make a statement that i'm stopping to try. but i just want a new relation, really new. whatever it's, friend or maybe a couple. i never want to lift our past problem which too complicated and never finish if we still talk about it.

i want the best for us. i wanna stop this fire part. i wanna get you back for my life.

that's all i need from us. and i still remember every moment we had together. from we were young until we're loving each other (:

best regards,
ex. maveilica  ♀